Yearning Lyrics

Yearning Lyrics by Albums

2006-03-25T08:09:00.000-08:00

Evershade [2003]
Nocturne
Statues Amidst A Frozen Sand Of Time
Conditio Humana
Aureole
Evershade
Deathbearer
Comtemplation
A Day When World Started To Weep

Frore Meadow [2000]
Bleak
Solitary
Autumn
The Fall
Forsaken
Frore Meadow
The Race
Elegy of Blood
In Strange Slowfooted Fever

Plaintive Scenes [1998]
Naivete
Unwritten
Soliloquy
Plaintive Scenes
Eyes Of The Black Flame
Soliloquy II
Eyes Of The Black Flame
Nameless

With Tragedies Adorned [1997]
Remnants Of The Only Delight
Bleeding For Sinful Crown
Flown Away
Haze Of Despair
The Temple Of Sagal
Release
In The Hands Of Storm
Canticum

Evershade [2003]

2006-03-25T08:07:00.000-08:00

1. Nocturne

We float among the dismal parade of night bewildered
Between spleen and ideal, tremendous chasms that lie in here
Apollonian harmony, Dionysian demonic grasp
And the night goes on...
Between infinities we wonder alone,
searching for home until the struggle will once cease to be

2. Statues Amidst A Frozen Sand Of Time

Through the eyes of suffering
They've seen it all - the frames of being here
When time draws near and everything is closing
Life has remained the same as it used to be

Shadows are falling onto the plains that always were
Now and then weeping and bleeding again
Towards the nightfall walking in rain that never ends
The hours keep crawlings until the end

Through the eyes of suffering
they watch the end of life now coming
Its icy claws flicker in the dark
When life is through they're coming for you

3. Conditio Humana

There's no words
Just quiet world around that disappears with me
Without sense
The flock of ruin swarms everywhere
With only hollow emptiness inside

You try to speak to me
But words escape to the unknown lands
We're trying desperately to reach each others
But the spaces remain unchanged

Night prevails the sleeping world
While tomorrows become yesterdays on and on
Colours fade from your dying face
And I'll promise to be there for you
When you're gone from here

You try to speak to me
But words escape to the unknown lands
We're losing finally our last hope for living
And at last the pain will cease

4. Aureole

The wind blows through a broken window
Bringing the leaves of autumn inside
As I'm sitting here trying to catch a thought
And try somehow not to cry

It should be easy to start
But day after day it's getting harder
The walls are cracking and it's cold in here
Water comes through the ceiling
But I don't mind

Past are the days when the rays of sun still
Shone to this place forlorn
And this share memory is really painfull enough
To wish they'd never have been

And I'm riding high to freezing atmosphere
Above the lonely clouds
And I will never return
Never coming back for I'm no more

Like brothers we walked the miles through
Unholy land of alienation
Until the dew settled down in the forest
We saw the faces of the dead

I'd never seen what's wrong with me inside
Until I saw the light and knew it was not for me

5. Evershade

I'm alone with you tonight
I can't find my way out of here
The memories we've never left behind
Will come alive this broken night

Through the days where empty quiet rain will pass away
Fading to gray
Wreathe yourself to pale and lifeless bliss
And all will soon be done for nameless grave
I can't see your face here at all
Who are you?

The colonies of useless lives go by
Pleased with their own way to die
Hope is dim and vague in here
Can't even wait the forthcoming with fear

6. Deathbearer

Plae lights are fading for final times in my eyes
For soon I realize I may never awake again
Shapeless figures crying for the dawn
' Cause a cloack of the night has drawn
To make it seem like there's deadends in every way
And the absence of a light of day
Makes the world of a screaming creatures ruin
For a day and night are alike

I saw you there wandering in the fields your final journey
And now when everything just had to go this way
And you're not here with us anymore
I do not know what I should say or do to make it now undone
I just could not know it would remain a last sight
Of you alive

Embrace the endless sleep and let your nightmares go away
When gloom spreads its wings
There won't be another day

I bear it everyday for memories will remain
Struggles within our sight until the coming night

7. Comtemplation

Can you draw a line between self and world
And bear it all
For there's dark and cold but you're colder inside
And torn apart
So you're watching the fall of everything around
With your tired eyes
Mocking the absurd from your withdrawn chamber
Where you've buried alive

Sullen seas of emptiness...

Apparently you're free but still chained to the world
Belied with intensions
Take the poison now, let the world explode
And be reborn from emptiness
The only true insight will come after all is ruined and gone
At the final point where nothing is to be undone

8. A Day When World Started To Weep

A dawn rose slow and quietly from a womb of meaning
Suddenly a barren face of agony was brought to light
And it sang a cry of mankind, heart-wrenching threnody
That grew to immense hights too dreadful to describe
Still we stood with our eyes fixed into the ground
Wishing we could be somewhere far away
And the rain of tears bursted from the skies upon us -
The drowning, while shrieks beyond the centuries
Pierced our souls to the edge of death
The sun became our most dreadful enemy
Our bodies burning, still never dying
Wishing you never were stillborn with us
The starving yearning will be forever
The fading seconds, hours of struggle
The days of anger and years of never
Decades were passed by now it seemed,
'Though we were there only for a blink of an eye
Gaunt flock of mourners were walking slowly
Towards us on our way
Not a hint of a word came back to us
'Though countless times we were asking reason why
Drops of sorrow just fell from wounded eyes
To a frosty ground
Seemed to be we were watching misery of no reason
The sun became a cold twisted mirror
Reflecting terror from thousand moons
Beyond perception, beyond all reason
Shivering with horror, waiting tomorrow
To cleanse our memories, to end our suffering
Seeing it impossible ever to perceive
Momentarily myriad of misery was thrown before our
Suffering eyes
For eternities we've drifted on the seas unlooked-for
And at last as delusion of a lighthouse fills our sight
We witness a loss, running aground for a first time
Must now award the siren's song with drowning praise -
Drifting along vast waters of time, a falling night...
Night fell fast and with storm from a meaningless grave
Tearing all that was left of our hope
Cold twilights cradle became our bleak final home -
The end of all
Our eyes had seen too much to carry on,
But still not enough to ever understand
Why are we born in here
What is our meaning here
Is there anything valueless at all

Frore Meadow [2000]

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1. Bleak

Walking out of nowhere
Still no place to go out of life
Shadows haunt the evening
Through a quiet skies
Where I am nowhere is to?

Fragmented icon, declined spectre
Sleetstorm flags inert dam
Deeper to the absent stare
Crippled by present maze
All around you
Numb cold walls

In grey they didn't see the way
Through haze my bleak
Perception in grey
Life scattered to the rain
Gracelorn one couldn't bare this

2. Solitary

Solely watching life passing by
Stranded helpless at withering sky
Straying through these mazes bleak
With no other place to seek

Not far from here
Can you hear my dear
How the moon sings your croon
Through the night in your sight
and the stains on the wall
As you wait for the call
From outside demonworld
In their eyes only gloom

When the feathers of your wings have burned
In solemn slumber to which you've turned
Blackbirds sings a tune of daze
Hollow silence follows these days

And stars are raping your cold eyeholes
When tors of old fall down and crumble
To the seas of black utter helpless grief
Await me, please don't die now
It ain't no time for you,
Undying

3. Autumn

Desolate October grief
Falls heavy like boulders of decay
Upon crestfallen life which soon
Is to be gone

And as the days go by
All living seems to die
Quiet they stand upon the shore
The shore of no hope

Gone - with freezing rain
Gone - with deadly pain
Gone - as it was all the same
Gone - spell grim reapers name

4. The Fall

Hearses crawl from grey haze
Timeless reign,
Shadowed by face of pain
As we wait behind our doors
For Autumns final blow to come
End of all days

Days fall to Summers sad grave
Cry in vain chilly tears once again
Sweep the soil and paint a view
Of thousand single-minded ways
Towards the end

5. Forsaken

This troubled waters burden is
Drawning me tonight
Of narrow straits of pain and hell
Is oceans in my sight

Remains of hope wail feeble
Death in quiet cry
What's left of me now
Only the fleeing moments tide

6. Frore Meadow

Frore meadow in the dark..
Plumelets of your wings
are burning

7. The Race

We ran across frozen mines
Sweeping through gates of dawn
As the sun was gleaming blue
Gaping through me and you

8. Elegy of Blood

Fallen from grace
My soul's grown old
Birds are dying
as fading light
draws last mourning beam
Across the hillside

Dark moors lay cold
And quiet this night
Blackbirds crying
As freezing moon lays cruel
deathly beams
Through your minds eye

Elegy of what these open wounds
may bleed
All alone with hatred growing
unborn seed

9. In Strange Slowfooted Fever

When the evening winds blow high
We will reach for the sky
Winters cold is drawing by
Will we wondering why?

As the dew drips from the leaves
Open skies, chilly night
Moonlight wonders
through the fields
Where grass grows high
upon the sky

Back when we drowned in ether
While we were passed away
In strange darkcoloured fever
As mountains fell away

Plaintive Scenes [1998]

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Naivete

Leave me now, I will rest forever
Below this frozen earth
All that's left are memories

Loose your hand from mine, so pale and cold
Turn away, spare yourself from sorrow

There beyond the stars I wonder
Where meadows spread out vastly, endlessly
And the pain is gone forever
Those who sing me to sleep come from eldest stream

Silent shrine with my deliverance
Left alone to grieve with thee
Twilight besieges your collapsing universe
Which long ago was doomed to vanish

Unwritten

Hark!
Whence chant of thine
Starlit frames
Tunes witheld the same
That oceans strive
Through this time
Falling for our dying grace
Fading sunset paints a woodlands face

As weather bleak as ever
Shows its form to be mine

As darkness falls

Through the never
And wherever light may follow
It's still hollow

Grey

Void lies still in the morning
Grey is face of each day
Evening stares to you frozen
Night will kill you one more time

Every moment you are closer to the end

Curtains stay shut forever
Some have said it is like pain
Colours fade and their meaning
Is like life itself

No reason to think or do anything
You are closer to the end every moment

See your blood flowing free from your heart
Forming beautiful pond
And you smile for last time

Soliloquy

New insights feed my pain
Which way to go this day
Now I know there is another way

This place is killing me
And through I must be leaving
It seems to hurt as much as always

Plaintive Scenes

Plaintive scenes awake in moments care
Still, unlike our time that leaves the one who dare
To go again back there to time that never was
Motionless stone with non-existant eyes:

Sees the sky in red
The kingdom of the end
Engraved its soulles name
To relics, future shreds

Plaintive scenes surround the hearses ride
Through a mourning veil the one could see
The side of concealed joy in death
When pain is far to real
For just once we will see the end of time
Soliloquy II

All wasted moments breed
This nameless grown in me
I crawl in the cold through a tired dream
And seek for self that holds all strings in me
No way out for me

Time will pass and I will forget all as soon
As it happened
Blindly I walk through hazy way I think is mine
Though I have lost my life to the evil shade of mine

Eyes Of The Black Flame

Dead branches standing still
So lifeless with no will
To hide a reign of mournful sky
With no light
Sight is dead

Fading away deep in our pain
Speaking no more, knowing more
Fading away, laughing today
Crawling through waves ever face

And everywhere I roam
Is likely to be shown
That Every silent moment cries
Through these years and black flame

And again the northern wind will blow
Through hearts and fields
Where darkened heaven glows
And the fire grows
There eyes were made for me

Soliloquy II

All wasted moments breed
This nameless grown in me
I crawl in the cold through a tired dream
And seek for self that holds all strings in me
No way out for me

Time will pass and I will forget all as soon
As it happened
Blindly I walk through hazy way I think is mine
Though I have lost my life to the evil shade of mine

Eyes Of The Black Flame

Dead branches standing still
So lifeless with no will
To hide a reign of mournful sky
With no light
Sight is dead

Fading away deep in our pain
Speaking no more, knowing more
Fading away, laughing today
Crawling through waves ever face

And everywhere I roam
Is likely to be shown
That Every silent moment cries
Through these years and black flame

And again the northern wind will blow
Through hearts and fields
Where darkened heaven glows
And the fire grows
There eyes were made for me

Nameless

[Instrumental]

With Tragedies Adorned [1997]

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Remnants Of The Only Delight
Yearning for shades of last comfort
The only joy; you cannot take away myself

I cannot see your smile
You have seen my soul
All day and night
Awake your cry

Angels fall from heaven
Fral figures bleed to death
To the all children of earth
A bloody lullaby

Bleeding For Sinful Crown
Unreal is grip of this dream
Calling out for truth
Mirage that they call life
Hovering in you

EWngulfed in caress of night
And sigh of the dead
Cold rain covers the deeds
That once were done

Virtues have withered now
Beside the sinful crown
No need to ask for more
After the Babylon

The smile in angels face
Will turn to grimace
At sea of decay
Some have basked in haze

You may question your life
And ask me reason why
But I can tell you
Nothing is true

Let's die together...

Flown Away
Vines climb up on your side
To garnish a stonewalls around
And I stand on barren field
My eyes in delusion waving to me

Balcony where you watch brook to follow
You cannot see the death this early morning
And I have walked far away
Someday we will meet each others crying

The miles cannot heal the wounds in my soul
Your smile tears my forlorn heart
I cannot find my life

"There has been a time to forget, but you will always come
back to me and then I realize again that I can
never reach my happiness..."
I cannot feel
"...There is only the pain for not been able to forget."

Haze Of Despair
Thoughts are useless as are deeds
Already lost is blossom of the young
No more...

Dreams of morning shine
Days leep, submit to night
A curse is to live before dying

A soul torn from the life
Withdrawn, out of sight
Birdes flew out from beautiful garden

Circle of sorrow seems to never end
Wizened are flowers, brought to monument of zeal

Bleak endless haze covers a dawn
Close to relief and waits no more

The Temple Of Sagal
Look to window and reach the eyes that stare to the sky
The snow falls so softly...
It buries the garden
All prepared for the winter, thou have sowed your seeds

The yearning glance to hills, these thoughts they burn within
They always lead to same, turning the back again
The journey goes on, at night you'll hear a call
And if your eyes could see, you would see the door
That opens sometimes for awhile
As the screams disappear through the night...

Release
Heavenly streams I reach
My veins are open
This blissful sea is here for me

In releasing skies the sun is awoken
I can hear them now
They are calling me
Away...

As dusky velvet veil
Winds around the landscape
I close the timeless gate
Charmed by the dark embrace of yours
My way...
As a voice in the night I shall reign

In The Hands Of Storm
When northern storm is rising
He gathers the powers might
Travels through the highest skies
Alone forevermore, but so sublime

Crying here to be free from mortal form, so valueless
Heading towards source of all
Alone forevermore

In the hands of storm he is purified,
Searching for the sound from the ancient lakes
Heavens open now, clouds are raining blood
This might be the one, our final doom

Found the source of life that is our doom
This is all too much, this is the doom

Canticum
Ride to the silent shores and fly through the gardens of time
You will find your heaven
Your god had closed his eyes
Alone, free you are

View, immortalized by the crave for what
There is beyond the fields of gloom
Far from the useless lives of those empty slaves

There is no place for your life to go on
Who told you ignorance would be better?

"I wandered to eternity,
through the woods where dew
was still shining in the trees after the rain
and sight from the highest hill opened before my eyes,
taking my soul to its own"

Way out from thousand lies opens before your eyes
The end of path you go is always out of reach
Death is your plea

"shall I come to your dreams as you're asleep?"

Come to me and show me your godly wounds
Cry for me crushed tomorrow
Can you make me born again
And never to grow in shade of sorrow?
No